About Me
- Nicole
- Haii. I'm Nicole. Call me Nicky. First of all, i know 1200 letters isn't enough to tell you about me so.... Anyways, i love music & i can't live without music. I love Carrie Underwood, Lauren Alaina, 1d, Skylar Laine & Michael Buble. Country music rules. I love food. Potatoes, chocolate & ice-cream are my indulges. Picutres. I love photography. Animals, they rule the world. Someday, i wanna live in Nashville, L.A, Australia, or Paris. They are beautiful. I love twitter & tumblr. They keep me entertained. I love movies too. Jeremy Renner, Scarlett Johansson & Robert Downey Jr. ;) This is too long, gotta stop now. Thank you for reading this. I really appreciate it.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
R.I.P my hero
Hey! Its has been some time since i have blogged. But, many things happened, during the time from my last post.
First of all, my father had passed away last Wednesday! He was only 42 then! Why? Why? Why? Why does this happen to me? Why? Why in the world happened? My father went for jogging, and fell down! Since he has high blood pressure, my Mom said he was probably dizzy and couldn't control himself and fell down, flat on his face. His front tooth came out and his lips, nose, chin got like....... eek. She said no one spotted him on time so when my Dad was sent to the hospital, --the end--. I just dunno why. WHY???????? This happens to me? WHY??????? Why can't it happen to some bad people like the 2 bitches that had ruin my life in just like overnight! Okay, i was just being dramatic. Seriously, Dad just left my Mom & I alone? No! He has gone somewhere so he can be a Buddha thingy?
Somehow, without my Dad, I'll be very lonely! He always chatted with me when I'm bored, lol (: <3 My Mom, i bet she's the one that is very very heartbroken. My grandparent, uncles, aunt ? (They belong to my father's side) They're sad, i can tell, but just only for a short time. My relatives from my Mom's side are probably even more sad but they're at least better. They offered to help my father in some ways.
Now, its time to face the realty. R.I.P my hero. You'll will always be my Dad and Ill always remember you. Please remember me too, hero! (: You'll always be in my heart! (: Remember that!
Okay, secondly. I don't really want to comment about this, but let me just say : " Kelly(okay, one of the bitches) and I are over." YES! Finally! I had finally made the decision, to ditch her before she could even ditch me. Okay, like i said, i don't want to comment about this but if you want to know who is Kelly, go back to my 2nd post in November. (: Anyway, Kelly, if you're reading this, don't get frustrated. Let me tell you something. Better look at yourself but pointing fingers at people. :) Thank you.
Thirdly, my birthday has passed! Its on Thursday, 17/11 ! Okay, its really kinda okay. I watched TinTin with my cousins, had blown candles too, and received 3DS, clothes, notebook, watch(That's my presents.) And many people in twitter wished me a happy birthday, lol (: Eli Young Band, LeAnn Rimes, Kellie Pickler, Mallary Hope wished me a happy birthday too! The Band Perry, Eli Young Band followed me too! :) But one sad thing, Lauren didn't tweet me...... Okay, maybe she was busy...... never mind! (: Lauren Alaina forever~ And OH! Lauren's Mom & aunt, Scotty McCreery's sister, Lauren's friend tweeted me too! Woo hoo! :D <3 I just love Twitter!
Anyway, saw a bit of the CMA and it was awesome! Especially the Barbie Doll part! Lol! Brad & Carrie's "Remind Me" was so DAMM good! I love it! They're so good live! Brad & Carrie are the most hilarious hosts! Anyway, I'll share 2 videos about the CMA! Anyway, have a nice day! Bye! <3 Long live my hero, :)
--The End--
First of all, my father had passed away last Wednesday! He was only 42 then! Why? Why? Why? Why does this happen to me? Why? Why in the world happened? My father went for jogging, and fell down! Since he has high blood pressure, my Mom said he was probably dizzy and couldn't control himself and fell down, flat on his face. His front tooth came out and his lips, nose, chin got like....... eek. She said no one spotted him on time so when my Dad was sent to the hospital, --the end--. I just dunno why. WHY???????? This happens to me? WHY??????? Why can't it happen to some bad people like the 2 bitches that had ruin my life in just like overnight! Okay, i was just being dramatic. Seriously, Dad just left my Mom & I alone? No! He has gone somewhere so he can be a Buddha thingy?
Somehow, without my Dad, I'll be very lonely! He always chatted with me when I'm bored, lol (: <3 My Mom, i bet she's the one that is very very heartbroken. My grandparent, uncles, aunt ? (They belong to my father's side) They're sad, i can tell, but just only for a short time. My relatives from my Mom's side are probably even more sad but they're at least better. They offered to help my father in some ways.
Now, its time to face the realty. R.I.P my hero. You'll will always be my Dad and Ill always remember you. Please remember me too, hero! (: You'll always be in my heart! (: Remember that!
Okay, secondly. I don't really want to comment about this, but let me just say : " Kelly(okay, one of the bitches) and I are over." YES! Finally! I had finally made the decision, to ditch her before she could even ditch me. Okay, like i said, i don't want to comment about this but if you want to know who is Kelly, go back to my 2nd post in November. (: Anyway, Kelly, if you're reading this, don't get frustrated. Let me tell you something. Better look at yourself but pointing fingers at people. :) Thank you.
Thirdly, my birthday has passed! Its on Thursday, 17/11 ! Okay, its really kinda okay. I watched TinTin with my cousins, had blown candles too, and received 3DS, clothes, notebook, watch(That's my presents.) And many people in twitter wished me a happy birthday, lol (: Eli Young Band, LeAnn Rimes, Kellie Pickler, Mallary Hope wished me a happy birthday too! The Band Perry, Eli Young Band followed me too! :) But one sad thing, Lauren didn't tweet me...... Okay, maybe she was busy...... never mind! (: Lauren Alaina forever~ And OH! Lauren's Mom & aunt, Scotty McCreery's sister, Lauren's friend tweeted me too! Woo hoo! :D <3 I just love Twitter!
Anyway, saw a bit of the CMA and it was awesome! Especially the Barbie Doll part! Lol! Brad & Carrie's "Remind Me" was so DAMM good! I love it! They're so good live! Brad & Carrie are the most hilarious hosts! Anyway, I'll share 2 videos about the CMA! Anyway, have a nice day! Bye! <3 Long live my hero, :)
--The End--
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Happy Birthday Lauren!
8.11.11 Yes! Finally! Its Lauren Alaina's birthday! Yes! WOOT WOOT! Happy birthday Lala! I love you like crazy! Without you, American Idol perhaps kinda suck! ;) Its because you, kept on striving for your dreams, so you were able to fulfill it and become a singer! I'm so proud of you, Lauren! Anyway, a little pic of you and all Alainers! :D <3 And OH! Tomorrow is the CMA! Can't wait! Okay! I'll share with everyone 2 CMA promos! And yep, its still hosted by Brad & Carrie! Woo! I love them!
--The End--
(L)ovely
(A)dorable
(U)nique
(R)esilient
(E)arnest
(N)ice
--The End--
(L)ovely
(A)dorable
(U)nique
(R)esilient
(E)arnest
(N)ice
Monday, November 7, 2011
Life is like a mystery.
7.11.11 . Its going to be sleep time soon! Anyway........
Tomorrow is Lauren Alaina's birthday! Yay! I love her like crazy! She's a wildflower & a Georgia Peaches! Without her, country music on American Idol sucks! :D <3 So now, I'm wishing Lauren "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN " AND "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALA" ! :D <3 <3 <3 #wildflowerpower! Lauren better trend in Twitter! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
Anyway, today is a holiday and tomorrow is back to school. :/ Okay, i hope I won't feel so pissed when i go to school. Of course, since i hate everyone in the class like to the climax, I'll get pissed when i enter the class. But, i never want to feel so pissed until, like i wanna trash everyone till they get into a sober state. Anyway, i just chatted with one of my Twitter BFF. And what is it about? Dying. She wants to end her life. She thinks she don't belong here, in this world. I feel sad for her, cos her Mom , is kinda ( ya' know what). And her son(just son, nothing wrong. Just treat it like a name.), passed away 2 weeks ago due to an accident. :( I felt so sad for her. And she had taken pills which caused her to sleep and never wake up. I hope the pills do not work Cos' seriously, ending one's life to end a problem is never, ever, EVER, a good way to solve a problem and escape from the reality. Life is precious and you gotta cherish it no matter what you're facing now. Life is a mystery, or like a mystery that you'll never know what is gonna happen next. Its so unpredictable. There are so many obstacles in front of you that you have to figure it out how to pass it through. But one thing. Everyone is born for a reason. A cause. For something. 'For someone. For everyone. Or, for the whole universe. Everyone has talents. Its just whether or not you'll discover it yourself or not. If you discover it, good (: . Or else, a plan B for yourself. Everyone is different in character and talent. Cherish your strengths and correct your weaknesses and mistakes. Then, you can move on. I hope she, ( my twitter best friend) will be alright (: God ( she's a Christian) , bless her! She's innocent ! Help her! Guide her! Buddha, i hope you'll bless her too (:
Okay, tomorrow : Lauren Alaina Kristine Suddenth. 17th Birthday. That's it. I'm loving it. And OH! After Lauren's birthday, its CMA! WOO! Loving it too!
--The End--
Tomorrow is Lauren Alaina's birthday! Yay! I love her like crazy! She's a wildflower & a Georgia Peaches! Without her, country music on American Idol sucks! :D <3 So now, I'm wishing Lauren "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN " AND "HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALA" ! :D <3 <3 <3 #wildflowerpower! Lauren better trend in Twitter! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
Anyway, today is a holiday and tomorrow is back to school. :/ Okay, i hope I won't feel so pissed when i go to school. Of course, since i hate everyone in the class like to the climax, I'll get pissed when i enter the class. But, i never want to feel so pissed until, like i wanna trash everyone till they get into a sober state. Anyway, i just chatted with one of my Twitter BFF. And what is it about? Dying. She wants to end her life. She thinks she don't belong here, in this world. I feel sad for her, cos her Mom , is kinda ( ya' know what). And her son(just son, nothing wrong. Just treat it like a name.), passed away 2 weeks ago due to an accident. :( I felt so sad for her. And she had taken pills which caused her to sleep and never wake up. I hope the pills do not work Cos' seriously, ending one's life to end a problem is never, ever, EVER, a good way to solve a problem and escape from the reality. Life is precious and you gotta cherish it no matter what you're facing now. Life is a mystery, or like a mystery that you'll never know what is gonna happen next. Its so unpredictable. There are so many obstacles in front of you that you have to figure it out how to pass it through. But one thing. Everyone is born for a reason. A cause. For something. 'For someone. For everyone. Or, for the whole universe. Everyone has talents. Its just whether or not you'll discover it yourself or not. If you discover it, good (: . Or else, a plan B for yourself. Everyone is different in character and talent. Cherish your strengths and correct your weaknesses and mistakes. Then, you can move on. I hope she, ( my twitter best friend) will be alright (: God ( she's a Christian) , bless her! She's innocent ! Help her! Guide her! Buddha, i hope you'll bless her too (:
Okay, tomorrow : Lauren Alaina Kristine Suddenth. 17th Birthday. That's it. I'm loving it. And OH! After Lauren's birthday, its CMA! WOO! Loving it too!
--The End--
Friday, November 4, 2011
Tolerance.
A new post, liked i promised!
Okay! First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Play ► On ! Congrats Carrie and Play ► On for the album's 2nd anniversary! Its also the album which caused Carrie to come to Singapore! Woot woot! ^_^ I'll be excepting a better album from you, Carrie! I hope Carrie's 4th album will be having a BIGGER success than the previous one, "Play On". :) And OH! CMA is 5 days away and Lauren's birthday is 4 days away! Okay, next post, 7.11.11 ! (:
Secondly, okay personal matters. First of all, time passes real quickly and now, its November already! And seriously, i really hope school days are over real soon! I have enough of these nonsenses and i wanna get out of this stupid class! Seriously, SHES(2 peeps) have been too much. SHES giving me too much pressure. SHES are causing me to think of dying. And lastly, SHES caused me to be the most pathetic person in class(i guess....)
But, even if I'm in this state, where am i? Rotting? Crying? No. Okay, maybe i did cried but now, what am i doing? SITTING HERE BLOGGING & TWEETING. I ain't no pushover. And after these matters, i learned to tolerate and tried to compose myself. Its tough, i know. But the only thing i can do now, is TOLERATE. Yes, that's the key thing. TOLERATE. Its useless if i sit on the sofa and cry, it will not change anything. I learned to fight for what i want. I learned to strive through no matter in what circumstances. Then, i can change my life.
The "SHES' are the reasons for me to make a mistake in my life. If i didn't talk to one of the "SHES", the other "SHES' won't go bad. And another mistake is that, i trust them too much. That's why i can be so hurt. But nevermind, I'm gonna standon my feet and change my life. Someday, I'm gonna find a better companion. Not a NL or Kel ( not revealing their real names till someday), but someone better than them.
Okay, end of my post. And by the way, i love this song. "What Doesn't Kill You" by Kelly Clarkson! I'll let you have a look at the lyrics! This song really describes how I'm feeling now! (: Okay, take a look!
--The end--
What Doesn't Kill You- Kelly Clarkson
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Counting down the birthday of our wildflower! -----> 5 days! Lauren Alaina! Yay!
Okay! First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY Play ► On ! Congrats Carrie and Play ► On for the album's 2nd anniversary! Its also the album which caused Carrie to come to Singapore! Woot woot! ^_^ I'll be excepting a better album from you, Carrie! I hope Carrie's 4th album will be having a BIGGER success than the previous one, "Play On". :) And OH! CMA is 5 days away and Lauren's birthday is 4 days away! Okay, next post, 7.11.11 ! (:
Secondly, okay personal matters. First of all, time passes real quickly and now, its November already! And seriously, i really hope school days are over real soon! I have enough of these nonsenses and i wanna get out of this stupid class! Seriously, SHES(2 peeps) have been too much. SHES giving me too much pressure. SHES are causing me to think of dying. And lastly, SHES caused me to be the most pathetic person in class(i guess....)
But, even if I'm in this state, where am i? Rotting? Crying? No. Okay, maybe i did cried but now, what am i doing? SITTING HERE BLOGGING & TWEETING. I ain't no pushover. And after these matters, i learned to tolerate and tried to compose myself. Its tough, i know. But the only thing i can do now, is TOLERATE. Yes, that's the key thing. TOLERATE. Its useless if i sit on the sofa and cry, it will not change anything. I learned to fight for what i want. I learned to strive through no matter in what circumstances. Then, i can change my life.
The "SHES' are the reasons for me to make a mistake in my life. If i didn't talk to one of the "SHES", the other "SHES' won't go bad. And another mistake is that, i trust them too much. That's why i can be so hurt. But nevermind, I'm gonna standon my feet and change my life. Someday, I'm gonna find a better companion. Not a NL or Kel ( not revealing their real names till someday), but someone better than them.
Okay, end of my post. And by the way, i love this song. "What Doesn't Kill You" by Kelly Clarkson! I'll let you have a look at the lyrics! This song really describes how I'm feeling now! (: Okay, take a look!
--The end--
What Doesn't Kill You- Kelly Clarkson
You know the bed feels warmer
Sleeping here alone
You know I dream in colour
And do the things I want
You think you got the best of me
Think you had the last laugh
Bet you think that everything good is gone
Think you left me broken down
Think that I'd come running back
Baby you don't know me, cause you're dead wrong
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
You heard that I was starting over with someone new
But told you I was moving on over you
You didn't think that I'd come back
I'd come back swinging
You tried to break me, but you see
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Thanks to you I got a new thing started
Thanks to you I'm not a broken hearted
Thanks to you I'm finally thinking bout me
You know in the end the day you left was just my beginning
In the end...
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter
Footsteps even lighter
Doesn't mean I'm over cause you're gone
Just me, myself and I
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
Counting down the birthday of our wildflower! -----> 5 days! Lauren Alaina! Yay!Thursday, November 3, 2011
New start.
Today onwards, there will be a new start for this blog! I hope this will be better than the old format!
Anyway, real blogging starts tomorrow! but I'm already feeling down and lonely :( I really hope someone talks to me, comfort me. Yeah, if there's an alainer or carebear out there! :D
Twitter :
353 followers! ( OH! Lauren just tweeted me a few days ago )
Fanpage :
40 likes :( :/
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)